Wednesday, April 23, 2008
i dun noe what n where went wrong.. everythng went jeopardy...i screw up my life.. a mistake i shall nvr forgive myself..thing went smoothly at first bt as day past by my heart a bad sign..my feeling wasnt rite and i noe sumthg bad gona happen n it did. i fought w my gf..i dun noe wht's wrong wif me, accuse her anyhw bt nw she nt quite happy wit me..
To her if u happen to read this i really sori and i hope u already receive my mail.....
It not over yet but it jus da beginnin'
1:00 AM
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Tuesday, October 02, 2007
A msg
life has never b worst for me.. as day past things getting worst and worst.. the more i look at it..the more heart pain..i never tot dis thing cld happen to me.. disjudge n underestimate.. the thing is it's hard for me to accept it..imagine it ur own game n sum1 it better than you..ppl would just compliment the person action n forget the thing u had done... ur sacrifice, ur sweat n tears. watever it is, it sad to c this happen to me..mayb it's nt my game at all.. i dont i mite misundastandin..the pt is..i been replace by sum1... so watever i do, it unless.. i dun wan to tell wht my prob actually..it sumtink i dun wan 2 talk bout it...
P.S:eventhough sum1 hav touch ur life, been there 4 u doesnt mean they are impt to u.. wht bout "others" who hav been thru a tough life wif u even since u been 2gether, mus u hurt "them" silentlyLabels: hopes n dream shattered
It not over yet but it jus da beginnin'
11:45 PM
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Saturday, September 08, 2007
Today was full of surprise day... not for me but "specially for her"... yes! it was a successful plan for our 4th anniversary celebration. the first surprise was to delivery rose to her house, actually i kinda nervous the shop owner might forget to delivery.. i was anxiously waiting for her sms to send when the flower has already sent to her house.. and it did.. fuhh... that was relief..but the funny thing i never see the flower b4 it was delivery to her house..haha. Secondly to make her dream come true which was taking cable car.. well reach at vivo city hoping she didnt notice i was abt to surprise her tt we r taking cable car..i wanted to take the cable car during sunset to make it more romantic but today i hardly see the sun due to rainy day.. actually frm vivo i didnt noe hw to go dere.. jus hoping my sense of direction was right..haha... once we reach that.. she kinda surprise tt she keeping screaming "yeah cable car" haha....sometime u feel good that you make someone happy.. well i just did!...well i hope with all my effort for her.. our relationship can last long.. HAPPY 4TH ANNEVERSARY DEAR!!!!!!!!! the rose that i gave her
The picture that we take in the cable car
Labels: 4th anniversary celebration
It not over yet but it jus da beginnin'
11:31 PM
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Monday, August 13, 2007
It been a hard day this fews days, have to cope alot of pressure and changing surrounding. i dont noe they change for good or bad..... or maybe my presence is a igorance to them.. only they will understand.. well have to plan a lot of thing for the big day.... n now my head feel hurt thinking of them..haiz.....
It not over yet but it jus da beginnin'
7:57 AM
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Monday, July 09, 2007
One is buddish while the other is a catholic,they were the sweet couple i knew, the guy took care of her really well, celebrate her birthday in a boat. sacrifice for her, gave her full of surprise but that relationship has to end soon bcoz of the family. in marriage law, b4 marriage both hav to convert to same religious, so the guy hav to convert to catholic or the girl has to convert into buddish. bt the guy parent does nt allow them to convert into catholic due to some reason, well as the girl case, is the same things. it a sad thing certain thing cn break couple up. well this is the law of marriage or religious, this is a sacrific of religious. well it a good thing there is one religious is islam that is muslim.the couple hav destiny but no faith. as you cn see my muslim frens, no mater who treat u well, u shld cherish them, they sacrifice love 4 u bt if u treat them blindly u gona miz ur best day of ur life, u mite not noe he cld make ur day everyday...the reason y i shared this story bcoz i wana realise my muslim frens, whoever treat u well u r luck this thing doesnt happen to you..i wish you all good luck!!!Labels: Is now or never
It not over yet but it jus da beginnin'
11:16 PM
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Tuesday, June 26, 2007
yeah...finally mondazzz blues are over, it tuesday guyz..well didnt do much at werk 2dae. mostly spent half a day ovahaul clutch wif farhan,which is first time 4 me to do dis kind of job..fuhh!!!!!!! man it a damn tiring job...we had to takeout gearbox n renew clutch plate.. n ya thks to the china man for wasting our time.. most of the time he sign language wif us which we dun undastand at all... nt tt he is mute..it's juz tt, he cldnt speak english.. n we like yaya payaya dwn dere...bt the most important thing we complete without anione help.. yeah
In case u didnt hear the news, it is really sad to lost another wrestling stars, chris benoit.they still investigate the situation.it's quite sad at the age of 40 he passed away. His legacy will always be remember.. Rest In Peace Chris Benoit 1967-2007.
It not over yet but it jus da beginnin'
10:24 PM
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Friday, May 25, 2007
juz recover frm my sickness, man oh man it took me almost a week to recover bt i dun feel fully recover coz i still hav my cough..bo pian in this kind of state still hav to go to werk... if nt boss deduct pay..haha..aniwae guys, c u all on mon..STREET SOCCER!!!!!!!!!!!! haha..peaceoutz
It not over yet but it jus da beginnin'
9:42 PM
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