Monday, April 24, 2006
This life is hard but i still come up strong
Everyone look down on me but they were wrong
The only thag on my mind rite nw is death
But that is the only thing i couldnt have
People make fun of me, laugh at me
But im still me who i used to be
Everytime i pray there would be sumone fer me
When i look back there were nowhere to be see
What made different for the rest
I know im nt one of the best
Things has gone hard for me
No care, no support, no more shine on me
Lots of thing in my mind to share
My life, my story but no one care
Not even the greatest can help me now
We are now on year 2006
These people around me make me sick
They come and go jus like they own this town
You all has forget who help you when you were down
You all dun noe im still suffer from this pain
Like the sun appear everyday when there aint no rain
What the world becomin to without love
To withstand dis journey eventhough im not tough
Respect and love i always need
Critise and hate i what i see
Goin nowhere in dis journey of mine
Hoping someone to gif me time
Things has gone hard for me
No care, no support, no more shine on me
Lots of thing in my mind to share
My life, my story but no one care
Not even the greatest can help me now
This life is hard if you give up easily............
If you think it is over..then it is......
Three-Finger Soldier, Mr Xero
Peaceoutzzzzzzzzz
It not over yet but it jus da beginnin'
11:19 PM
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Tuesday, April 18, 2006
Hahaha....sori for not update my blog. Being very bz handling with two job. By the tyme i wana update my blog i already sleep. 2dae is the only dae to update. But the main idea is that during these period i learnt something that i didnt aware all dis while but thks to my second job, and today i wana focus on "FRIENDSHIP". The reason why i put it in capital is becoz all dis while i hav bad experience.Im aware that if ur fren is a true fren, they will always b dere regardless of any matter.They will sense their urgency wen u need them. A failure fren would gif u alot of excuse for nt be dere. im not tryin 2 b unreasonable but from wat i experience wen i wana meet up my fren, they surely gav alot of excuse. if u get the chance to experience wat i already experience den u will noe weder ur fren is a true fren.Hopefully u learnt sumting from my experience. If u tink u r a true fren, i suggeston u do sum reflection. U wouldnt find ur true fren easily until u learn bout the person inside it.
Sentence of the day:Its better to trust your own instinct
eventhough it might failed rather
than ur friends failed you.
It not over yet but it jus da beginnin'
6:14 AM
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